30-4-07
Haiix tmr will be another new month...Sian =x! Now really must concentrate on studies liao... This fri ordy starting of mid-yr exams! Cannot CANNOT let wilfred, chun hou, zhi xian, emily, joshua, han qi, si min, TSI YU, wei jian n thomas to win me liao!! CANNOT!! All of them r GEO pros, ENG pros, MATHS pros, CHINESE pros n SCI pros!! Die liao... ><>=O! Hahahas... Everyday memorise lik siao for at least 2hrs lorhs... *burning midnight oil* =xx... Errr 最后几天才来赶工? Hehehe!! Ok must concentrate liao lorhs... N i really must forget him... He's influencing me! ><... N i know i shouldnt love him... I fell for the wrong guy at the wrong time as well... But he oso light up mi life... Wad should i do?
Maybe forcing miself to forget u will be the better choice...
I know i shouldnt fall for u...
But in the end, i did.
Anyway, i wont influence ur life.
I will jus keep quiet n shut mi big mouth up.
May u n her hav a wonderful relationship...

29-4-07
Im going mad mad MAD!
Nth i done works!!
In the end,
I end up loving n missing u EVEN more!!
But wad did i get?
Nth...All i got was...
Sadness.
Sorrow.
Helpless.
Heartbreak.
For a second i really hate u
But the next second i cant bring miself to hate u.
Now i get it.
I really REALLY know wads the meaning of
LOVE HURTS!
It really does...N now,
Im feeling it,
Im living in mi tears n sorrow...

25-4-07
Oh damn it... I think im gonna fail it!! Im gonna fail mi eng paper!! DIE!! Im gonna fail mi composition!! I was lik the ONLI person who wrote the SHORTEST compo!! Damn!! T.T... But i wrote 315 words if i didnt count wrongly =xx... Luckyily, the required amt was 300! T.T... Scary lorhs... Cos i wrote the letter writing first then the rest of the 1hr i had all the time to miself for the compo writing. The first compo i wrote was the best present i hav ever received... Then i wrote bout me having a poor family n the onli present i eva yearn for was an ipod nano (FAKE DE LARHS!) Then saying mi father was a cleaner with a monthly income of onli $500... Then lik so sad larhs then i write n write then EHS!? How come is a bit lik out of point!? I wrote tat mi dad was sick n i was lik : Erms should i rite bout him dying then he bought onli 1 mp3 then i so sad till i cry then it was the best present eva? Then i think is lik out of point then i crush it =.=... Mi first paper gone n 25mins gone... Onli left with 30mins. I wrote the second one as a gal liking a guy n told her best fren bout it then i feel lik riting it as the fren go spread but then the story will OSO be out of point as it will be bout betrayal... So i crushed it TOO. Onli left with 20mins cos tat one i onli wrote the first paragraph. Second paper gone. LAST paper then i wrote carefully lorhs... I wrote bout me being late for sch cos overslept n cos i live far i nid one hour to reach sch... Then i 6.40 wake up then i late liao then dash out of hse! Luckily i boarded to bus but it was lik driving extraordinary slow then by the time i reached sch was 7.40 then kena scolded by DM haha!! Then the whole sch look at me then so PS... Well this is bout AN EMBARRASSING EXPERIENCE... Hopefully im ABLE to pass it!! T.T But does it sound lik LATE FOR SCH? =xx
TANK!!! Hehehe!!
OH MI 天!!!

24-4-07
Erhems! Tmr got test liao!! Argh!! T.T... Eng!! I scared leh sia larhs ><... Hopefully can score as well as last time but i guess not... I've been slacking too much lerhs! Haiix!! =xx Got maths test back today... Mi god i had done lik so ****ing bad larhs!! >< I got 18/25!! ARGH!! I so lan!! JIAN won me!! AHHH he WON me!!! 23/25!! Noooooo!!! MUST win JIAN this thurs!! MUST! =xx... This thurs is graph n SHOULD be easy bahs... MUST SCORE!! Must wiin JIAN!! *Ok stopped chating tat* Anywaes gd luck for tmr test everyone!! ^^
I know im not worth ur love at all,
But jus by looking at u,

Im satisfied enuff.
I don dare ask for more...
Ur all i eva want :((


21-4-07
Woke up EARLY in the morning to go to sch... See i so guai rite? Sat oso go to mi BELOVED sch to study!! Hahas no larhs is actually our class hav to go to sch cos we miss 2 lessons of maths n we hav to go back lorhs.... But nth much! Mrs wong jus asked us to do the ws she gave us cos no classroom as ALL the staircase were blocked... N im the first GAL to reach sch!! Guai rite... Hahahas!! Well we ended our class supplmentary at 8.45am n went out!! We hav to wait for allan mom to come b4 we can go whitesands n hav our nice warm breakfast!! Well, wated for more then half an hr b4 she came with Allan's little bro!! Mi god they look so alike! Haha!! Well we went to whitesands n hav our breakfast b4 we found out Allan's little bro is call FREDDY!! xDD Cute rite!! Hahahas... Pri 2 onli worhs! Then after tat we keep walking around the mall but NTH TO SEE all the shops are CLOSED... Too early lerh bahs =xx... Then we decided to go to the park n sit on the swings! Weee~... N spent bout half hour there!! Me n Nazera sat on the see-saw n i keep going down then wei xuan add in i almost fly out of mi seat! Hahaha!! FUN SIA... Then when sitting swing Allan is our terror! He come wan swing me n ayuni we both SCREAM!! Hahahas! Swing part is not bad larhs cos can blow wind hahaha... Then we went back to whitesadns cos we wan go library... Went in n i almost feel asleep!! Got air-con + comfortable chairs wad!! Then somemore so early wake up!! Of cos will sleep! Hehehe...!! At 12.15pm we all went back home!! Home sweet home...
I know u love someone else,
I know im stupid enuff to fall in love with u.
But i will not tell u,
Will not let u know.
I will jus peek at one corner quietly,
So as to not let u notice.
Love the one in ur heart dearly n don make her feel sad.
N as long as ur happy,
I will be happy as well.

19-4-07
Yay! We played in the rain today during P.E lesson!! (WHOLE CLASS) Tmr all get MC! Hehehe!! So fun played "hockey" But is not on ice n all but in the parade square!! Gals vs gals not fun lehs.... The opponents run too ladylike le NOT FUN!! ><... Hmmms told u our class is cursed!! Today Wan n Chun hou both kena injured... Wan is face injury n Chun hou is leg injury!! Every P.E oso hav ppl injured i oso dunno y sia... o.O I oso kena injured a bit cos ALvin shoot ball anyhow shoot n hit mi ear!! OUCH! Pain horhs!! Then i shouted at him =xx But i know its not intentionally one larhs xDD... Hmmm another thing is Han Qi "cried" during class cos the MV teacher showed us VERY TOUCHING!! Well i almost BUT I DIDNT! Cos its bout a gal who love a guy then one day while the guy was washing photos then he forgot to close the solution.... Cos he is a photographer n he loves to take photos ESP her galfren which is the gal... Then one day when the guy took a photo of her the camera went flat n when the gal wanted to take the battery she accidentally knocked the solution down n it poured into her eyes... She became blind n couldnt see... She didnt know it was her boyfren who donated his own eyes in order for the gal too see!! MI GOD romantic rite!? T.T... Hehe... Tats y Han Qi cried larhs! N... Today hav lots of close encounters with HIM... Hehe!! So happy!! He light up mi life... ((: But... I know he onli hav a hart for some1 else...

18-4-07
I cant imagine any worse day then TODAY... I hurt miself stupidly n another one is a classmate of mine "accidentally" use lead n POKE into mi hand... T.T... Ok lemme tell u the story...I was HAPPILY doing mi D n T wood.... Then i was in a good mood cos i alkmost finishing mi wood piece!! (Lik duh after doing so much im finally finishing it)... Then i saw Nazera n Han Qi making the wood "chao da" to let it become visible...(The lines) Of cos i happily SKIPPED there n went to chat with them.... Then i offered to help Nazera to carve those lines.... N STUPID ME i go touch the METAL part with was more then 100 degrees!!! Kp!! The minute i touch the METAL part i screamed sia!! ><>

16-4-07
Yay!! Finally got mi jersey!! Hehehohohaha!! Erhem*... Well I GOT THE NUM 9...=.=... But wadever lorhs... I wan 17!! T.T... Y don wan gimme!? *wahh*....Lols ok nvm... The whole day i was lik so moody dunno y... =xx.. Then Allan oso trying to hide his jersey in case he lemme see it... Hehehe cos he scared i go berserk again!! Keep shouting: I SO JEALOUS I SO JEALOUS!!! Hahahaha....Maybe i mad bout getting jersey bahx!! Hahaha... ANYWAES... Tats all bout vball =))... The next thing is EXAMS... Got chem modular n tat kns history teacher test....Knn got "surprise" test every week liao!! Actually he oso stupid larhs... Say wad "SURPRISE" test then go tell us this week got 2 tests... Stupid lorhs of cos got 2 tests larhs we got 2 days got his WAD!!! =.=... Lame isnt it? Lols... Oooo heng larhs chem i tot will be damn difficult but PHEWS nope it isnt...!! Muahahaha... But HIS WAS!! Knn!! ><... I think im gonna fail this second test (AGAIN)... T.T Cohen pls don scold!! Lols xDD
Mi jersey!! =DD NICE RITE? Hehehehohoho

12-4-07
Omfg...Jeremy hp almost kena cannot get back... ALL BECOS OF JACOB... Lemme tell u the story =))... Today ms seah nvr come sch.... Then we having music wad so got relief teacher come lorhs...Walao u cant believe wad a freak she is... Call us read books n cannot talk!! Well, mi class all point middle finger at her haha!! xDD... Except for me im a gd gal =)) Hahaha but i got scold her larhs =PP... Anywaes Nazera was lik so damn angry at her tat she PURPOSELY took our her hp n snap some photos of our classmates ^^... Then we made sure she not looking n pose here pose there!! Hahahas!! Then Jacob was caught talking wad... N tat freaking teacher ask him to sit at the teacher's table... Then Jeremy wanna snap pics of Jacob sitting there then was lik so damn fun larhs... Then after quite a while Jacob fed up n shouted : Teacher!! Tat boy over there take out his hp n keep taking photo!!! Then Jeremy was lik damn shock la n keep saying he don hav!!! Then tat freaking teacher said: DO U WAN ME TO SEARCH U? Then after Jeremy reluctantly gave the hp she say go see her after sch =.=... Then when she went out Jeremy cried!! O.o Its not lik his fault rite... JACOB LORHS.... But then he oso cry i dunno FOR WAD =.=... But in the end Jeremy got his hp back n no pc... HE HENG LORHS...
Cheeky Nazera took this photo!!

6-4-07
OMG today was FUN!!! xDD went n watch MR BEAN'S HOLIDAY...I almost LMAO!! Ahahaha...!! The part when he wanted to earn some money to buy food!! He so called SING with a black pants on his head as if its his hair so tat he LOOK lik a woman, then opened his mouth n "sing"!! So DAMN funny!! Ahahaha!! I couldnt stop laughing n don ask me y...Then i was lik oh shit CANT STOP mi stomach hurts lik hell... Laughed too hard i suppose ><... N i THINK i laughed the loudest....SO PS!!! Don SPREAD!! Ohohoho...Really funny wad then cant control...But anywaes was a GREAT show!! Love it!! Then didnt stay after watching movie cos hav to go join mi parents for HIGH TEA... Ok larhs its nice but its BORING sia... I almost fell asleep zzzz... I ate too much lorhs today.... Think better go gym tmr... BUT ANYWAY... Good friday doesnt seem lik a GOOD friday to me... Nth special wad... Wad bout 13 friday?? Wonder wad would happen....

4-4-07
I GOT INTO VBALL!! Yeps ur NOT blind!! I got into vball!! FINALLY!! Hehehehe!!! Lemme tell u everything... I went to see mr raj...Then he keep don allow lorhs T.T AT FIRST larhs! Then i keep telling him mr teh ask me go ask him transfer me out of infocom then transfer me into vball!! Then he ask y then i say cos i keep going vball training then he buay song lorhs....Say u go ur prob not mi prob blah blah blah...Then i say mi mom wrote an appeal letter to him lerhs then he talk talk(i forgot wad liao) then in the end he said: Don lemme see u come n find me again n changed mi cca to vball!! IM SO DAMN HAPPY!!! HOHOHOHO...Well don ask me y but all mi sadness rush away from me!! N he said: Anyway i think the vball chose u...Tat means the vball coach chose me to be in vball!! Yay!! I love vball!! I promise i will work hard in vball n in studies!! ^^...!! Vball ROCKS!! Ok....Now talk bout wad happened in D n T....GOD im "punched" in the nose!!! T.T....This is wad happened: I was happily walking towards shiuan jun the side cos i wan cut mi wood....The i was happily peering at his work then he suddenly rose his elbow n *BAM* his elbow hit mi nose...T.T...For a second, i tot i was going to hav a nose bleed...But THNK GOD i didnt!! I was CRYING...YES u DIDNT see wrongly...I CRIED....Pain WAD!!! T.T But thnkfully no one really saw me crying except for shiuan jun n jacob...They keep aksing i ok not i ok not...Then mr zun was there n he ask shiaun jun to apologise to me *hohoho*...Then i think out of guiltyness, shiuan jun help me cut!! Ahahaha!! Less work to do xDD...Tat is one unlucky thing larhs...But hope no more hurting of nose! I wan to breathe u know!